From the album Trying Times
This is about wanting the chaos. Blake opens with a scene of collapse and spends the rest of the song refusing to fix it. The obsession is not the problem. The obsession is the point.
Too many people crashing / Too many people crashing
Crash implies wreckage, but Blake repeats it like an observation, not a crisis. He sees the pile-up and walks toward it anyway.
How I need it (I wouldn't change it) / How I want it (I wouldn't change it)
The parenthetical is the real lyric. Need and want sound desperate until he clarifies he would keep both exactly as they are. This is not a cry for help.
How I want it (For the world)
The shift from personal justification to universal claim is unhinged in the best way. He is not just defending his obsession. He wants everyone to have one.
This is what it sounds like to stop apologizing for the thing that has you. Blake is not interested in balance or perspective. He found the feeling and decided to live there.