From the album A Matter of Time: The Final Hour
This is a song about someone who knows exactly what is wrong with a relationship but calls herself crazy for seeing it clearly. She catalogs every insult and red flag, then frames her own accurate assessment as proof of madness. The cruelty isn't the relationship. It's how she dismisses her own intelligence while describing someone who already told her she is stupid.
Such a terrible idea, worst one I've had all this year / But I can't ignore our obvious attraction
She opens by announcing her own bad judgment before saying a single thing about him. The attraction gets labeled 'obvious' as if that makes it rational, when really she is pre-emptively defending a choice she already knows is wrong.
Called me stupid as a mindless joke, he hypnotized me as we spoke / Purely mythological, with the ugliest soul
The word 'hypnotized' does so much work here. It frames his insults as some kind of supernatural charm instead of just cruelty she is choosing to tolerate. She describes his soul as ugly in the same breath she explains why she cannot resist him, like clarity and compulsion can coexist without contradiction.
Then the fog begins to clear / As I'm gasping at clean air / I remember how together, we're so handsome
The clean air moment should be an exit. Instead it becomes another reason to stay. 'Handsome' is such a cold word for what should be love or happiness. It is about how they look from the outside, which might be the only thing left that feels good.
But still I want you like a mad, mad woman
She says 'madwoman' like it is a confession, but it is actually a dismissal. Calling herself mad lets her avoid asking why she wants someone who insults her intelligence. The repetition of 'mad' sounds like she is trying to convince herself the feeling is irrational when really it is just self-destructive.
The song never uses the word love. It says passion, want, attraction, but never affection or care. That absence is the whole point. She is not in love with someone terrible. She is addicted to the chaos and calling it madness so she doesn't have to call it a choice.