From the album I Don’t Wanna Lose (Palagi)
This is about wanting someone who keeps changing the rules. The switch between English and Tagalog is not just decoration. It is the emotional split between what you can admit publicly and what you only say in your first language when the feelings get too specific to translate.
I wrote some notes about you yesterday / Sittin' on the edge of my bed, thinkin' 'bout you
Seven days in and he is writing notes, not texts. That is the move of someone who knows the other person is not reading. The bed-edge detail matters because it is the posture of someone who cannot settle, cannot sleep, cannot do anything but sit and think.
Kung pwede sakin ka nalang / Pakiramdam ko ikaw palagi
The English says 'I don't wanna lose this feeling' but the Tagalog says 'if possible, just stay with me.' Those are not the same thing. One is about protecting a vibe, the other is a direct plea. The code-switch is where the real ask lives.
Said you want me to come over / So you can play these games like you always do
The invitation is a setup. She wants him there but only to reenact the same dynamic. 'Like you always do' is exhausted, not angry. He knows the script and keeps showing up anyway.
Palagi ka nalang nagiiba / Pakiramdam ko sayo makasalanan ka diba sabi noon ika'y naliligaw
This is maybe the sharpest moment in the song. He is saying she used to claim she was lost, but now he realizes she was never confused. She knew exactly what she was doing. The accusation lands harder in Tagalog because it is direct address, not third-person reflection.
Di akalain na ikaw pala ang bibitaw
The English verse is about her games. The Tagalog line is the gut punch underneath it. He never expected her to be the one to let go. That realization hits after everything else has been said.
The song ends on 'palagi,' which means 'always.' It is the word that shows up in both the chorus and the accusation in verse two. He wants her always. She is always changing. The repetition is the trap. This is what it sounds like when you realize the person you are holding onto was already gone before you started counting days.