From the album VIRGILIO
This is a song about demanding payment from someone who cannot respond. The speaker insists on being called by a name inherited from a dead partner, turning a gift into a permanent debt. They claim they're fine while simultaneously begging for contact from someone they admit has gone silent.
To think I lost my partner in 2018 / And my soul gained its armor from the two that were before me
The word 'armor' does heavy work here. Protection from what? The two that were before could mean parents, grandparents, previous lovers. The speaker doesn't clarify because naming them would mean admitting they're also gone.
Gave you my heart when yours just wouldn't beat / Gained the name Virgilio, lost Mr. Lonely
The shift from 'gave you' to 'gained' maps loss onto profit. A partner who couldn't breathe becomes the source of a new identity. The nickname 'Mr. Lonely' dies when the partner does, which means loneliness was an identity before grief became one.
Gave me your breath although you couldn't breathe / Gained the name Virgilio although we couldn't meet
This flips the first chorus from 'I gave' to 'you gave.' The breath transfer is impossible, which means this entire framework is something the speaker is constructing after the fact. The parenthetical '(Although we couldn't meet)' reads like they're correcting themselves mid-song, trying to get the story straight.
It's my first name, you better call me that / This time when I pray, hope you're responding back
The speaker doesn't realize that insisting on a name given by someone who is dead keeps that person in debt to them forever. Prayer becomes coercion. 'You better' is not how you talk to someone you've lost unless you refuse to accept that they left.
It's my first name / It's my first name / It's my first name / It's my first name
Four times. No elaboration. This is self-hypnosis or it's an argument with someone who isn't there to argue back. Might be both.
The song ends with the speaker chanting their own name like a spell that will make the dead respond. They don't realize that the more they demand to be called Virgilio, the more they're trying to keep someone alive by refusing to let them stop owing them something. The partner gave them a name and then couldn't stay to use it.