From the album Alone
This is about choosing isolation because trying to connect has hurt too much. Hann frames staying alone not as giving up but as damage control. The stones other people throw become the walls she builds herself.
Might be in my mind / That's just where I've been / I can't count the days / I left the house since then
She admits she might be spiraling but does not try to fix it. The casual tone on "that's just where I've been" treats severe isolation like a neutral fact.
Fightin' all the time / Battleground's my head / The losing side lays down / So I lay in bed
The fight is internal but the body still loses. Lying down works as both military surrender and depression symptom.
If I'm alone, there's no one throwin' stones / So I stay alone
This is the core logic. Alone means safe from judgment or rejection, so she chooses it every time. The rhyme makes it sound inevitable.
Those times I tried to let go / Life turned to say, 'Told you so' / Stones built a wall to save me / Stuck in a hell I've made me
She tried opening up and got burned enough that now the defenses feel protective. But she knows the protection is also the prison.
Hann does not ask for pity or promise change. She just shows you the math: alone hurts less than trying. The song loops because the logic loops. It is honest about depression without romanticizing it.