From the album A Madman's Dream/Mind Descending - EP
This is what happens when the guardrails fail and nobody replaces them. The speaker isn't spiraling into insanity, they're documenting permanent residence there. Every image is about containment and paralysis masquerading as chaos.
Never as sheltered / As the time before birth / All innocent souls / Are buried on earth
Birth gets framed as immediate burial. The speaker presents life itself as the traumatic event, not what came after. Everything that follows is just proof.
A guardian angel / Escorted me for some time / Then he escaped / Despaired of his hard line
The angel doesn't die or disappear. He quits. The speaker knows they were too difficult to protect and accepts it without anger, like this outcome was inevitable.
An overcrowded elevator / Which is standing still
This might be the sharpest image in the song. Claustrophobia without motion. The problem isn't that the elevator is broken, it's that everyone is trapped together going nowhere.
Me on my own planet / Exhausted from laughing / Always surrounded / By an invisible sun
The speaker claims total isolation while describing constant exposure to an invisible sun. Laughter here reads as depletion, not joy. The narrator would be surprised to learn their insanity looks more like paralysis than chaos.
The repetition of 'I'm going insane' at the end stops being a complaint and starts sounding like identification. This is who the speaker is now. What's missing from the song is any suggestion that this state is temporary or that escape is possible.