From the album WITHERED
This is a breakup song about refusing the cruelest consolation prize: staying friends with someone you still want. d4vd frames friendship not as a mature compromise but as a trap that keeps the wound open. The repeated rejection of "friend again" is self-protection disguised as closure.
I wanna settle down when I get older / I'm looking over shoulders / I wanna fall in love
d4vd begins by wanting something stable and future-facing, but that middle line breaks the fantasy. He is already anxious, scanning for threats, which makes the next line land like wishful thinking instead of a plan.
"Think we should settle down," that's what I told her / I should've been less bolder / She said I'm not the one
The regret here is not about wanting too much but about saying it out loud. He blames the boldness, not the feeling, which shows he still believes the timing was wrong instead of accepting that she just did not feel it.
I used to be her everything / And now she doesn't answer me / I didn't ask for anything / I only want her next to me
That last line contradicts the one before it. Wanting her next to him is asking for everything, but he frames it as nothing because in his mind proximity is the bare minimum. The gap between "everything" and "doesn't answer" is the whole song.
Good thing we're older now, but I still wanna / She's got someone better / And I've got jealousy
He tries to play mature with "good thing we're older" but immediately admits nothing has changed. The contrast between what she has (someone better) and what he has (jealousy) is brutal and honest.
Now you're lonely, you need company / Please don't call me, I won't be your friend again
This flips the power. She comes back when convenient, and he finally draws a line. The pleading tone of "please don't call me" shows how hard it is to hold that boundary, even when he knows he should.
The song ends where it started, with d4vd saying no to something most people frame as gracious. He is not bitter about the breakup. He is bitter about being asked to pretend he is fine with less. The refusal to be friends is the only control he has left.