From the album Sanctuary
This is a breakup song with addiction, ideology, or spiritual captivity. The speaker blames 'you' for draining them, but the entire song is about chasing the very thing that destroys them. They want release from desire while simultaneously claiming desire as their identity. The accusation of being drained contradicts the confession that they gave everything willingly.
A cure for desire / We're playing with fire / We're drawn to light / We're broken and blinded by it
Desire is framed as both disease and identity in the same breath. The speaker wants a cure but also claims fire and light as what they are. The contradiction is the point—they are asking to be saved from what they refuse to give up.
If all this fear was born in my mind / I gave you everything you'll ever be
This flips the power structure. The speaker admits the threat might be imagined, then claims to have created 'you' entirely. If they gave you everything, the draining they protest is self-inflicted. They don't realize they're describing their own choice to dissolve.
I feel the changes / A crack in the Matrix / Break through the lies like an axe through the screen
The Matrix crack celebrates breaking through constructed reality, but the chorus asks who you follow when faith in reality fades. The song can't decide if losing reality is liberation or collapse. Both might be true at once.
Wake up to the madness / The rats in the wall are already coming through / Lift this twisted veil from our eyes
Rats in the wall is rot beneath the surface that was always there. The veil metaphor says perception is warped, not reality itself. The speaker wants clarity but the entire song argues that clarity would reveal how complicit they've been in their own destruction.
When all your faith in reality fades away / Who will you follow?
This question sounds like a warning but it's also an invitation. The speaker is daring the listener to admit they need something to follow even when the structure collapses. Faith in reality is treated as optional, which makes the draining feel less like victimhood and more like voluntary surrender.
The speaker would be surprised to learn they're not describing resistance but longing for total dissolution. The draining they protest is also the fire they claim as identity. The question 'who will you follow?' isn't about finding safety—it's about admitting you were never in control to begin with.