From the album Nectar
This is a song about realizing you have become optional to someone who used to be your whole world. Joji and BENEE trade perspectives on a relationship where distance has turned devotion into something peripheral, where what once felt essential now feels like an inconvenient memory neither person can quite shake.
Lately I've been slippin' away from you / And you tell me what am I doin'
Joji frames the drift as something happening to him, not something he chose. The question coming from the other person lands like an accusation he cannot answer because he does not understand it himself.
Prayin' 9 to 5 like a saint, for you / Can you tell me how it turned this way?
The devotion is described like a job, scheduled and performed. The shift from saint to confused stranger happened without a clear breaking point, which makes it worse.
When life gets too complicated, will you stay with me after dark? / I'm stayin' the long way, what a beautiful afterthought
Joji names the condition he has been reduced to. An afterthought is something you remember once the important things are handled, and calling it beautiful does not make it hurt less.
It's been a year and a couple days now since you called me / Sayin' you're worried
She gives the gap a number, which makes the silence feel concrete. The fact that the last call was about worry, not love, shows how the relationship became maintenance instead of connection.
Why don't, do I not, forget about you? / Why don't, why not, think about it?
The question breaks apart mid-sentence, circling itself without resolution. Both of them know the answer is that forgetting someone does not work just because it would be easier.
The song does not resolve because the situation has not resolved. Joji and BENEE are stuck in the gap between knowing something is over and being able to move past it. What stays with you is that question, circling itself, unanswered.