From the album Puberty 2 (10th Anniversary Deluxe Edition)
This is about mistaking obsession for intimacy. The narrator claims nobody knows or loves the addressee like they do, but the only evidence they give is their own burning. They are consumed by someone who might be immune to the very heat they are producing.
Something deep inside me, I can't give up / I roll and I roll 'til I change my luck
The gambling language reveals what kind of knowing this really is. Rolling dice over and over is not intimacy, it is compulsion dressed up as devotion.
Hotter than a jet stream burning up / It's taking, it's taking all I've got
The repetition of 'taking' makes it clear this is not passion being reciprocated. It is consumption. The narrator thinks they are describing desire but they are actually describing depletion.
Nobody knows you, baby, the way that I do / maybe you were fireproof
If the addressee is fireproof, they are protected FROM the narrator, not saved BY them. The narrator doesn't realize they have named themselves as the fire the other person had to learn to resist.
I think I'm gonna win this time / I roll and I roll 'til I change my luck
She switches from 'lose my mind' to 'win this time' but the action stays identical. The optimism is not progress, it is the gambler's fallacy. Believing the next roll will be different is the trap, not the escape.
I roll and I roll 'til I change my luck / I roll and I roll 'til I change my luck
The song ends by tripling down on the same line. No resolution, no change, just the mechanical repetition of someone who has convinced themselves that doing the same thing harder counts as winning.
The song ends exactly where it started, tripling the 'I roll and I roll' line like someone pulling a slot machine lever until their arm goes numb. Mitski does not give her narrator the mercy of self-awareness. She just lets her keep rolling.