From the album Bloom - Single
This is about trying to love someone who might not be there at all. The narrator keeps reaching for devotion while drowning, suffocating, and collapsing under nature imagery that should mean growth but instead means getting swallowed whole. They want to be good to someone whose heart has a hole in it, which means they are trying to fill their own emptiness by crawling inside someone else's.
The bugs are circling, a flower growing over my feet
Organic beauty pinning the speaker in place. The flower is not decoration, it is entrapment dressed as something lovely.
After I've been sedated / What can I say?
No explanation for why they have been sedated. Medical? Emotional numbness? The passive voice erases who did this and why, which makes the helplessness total.
There's a hole right where your heart used to be / I'll lay inside of it
The other person is missing the part that could love them back. The narrator's response is not to leave but to curl up in the absence and call it intimacy.
While you were sleeping I was holding on to my mistake
The devotion happens while the other person is unconscious or absent. Maybe the mistake is the relationship itself, or maybe it is believing this counts as connection.
I'll be there waiting with a heart that's only built for you
Built for one person means built for no one if that person does not show up. The narrator does not realize that making someone else responsible for your entire heart is not love, it is architectural collapse.
The narrator thinks they are offering devotion. What they are actually doing is erasing themselves to fit inside someone else's absence. The song never confirms the other person wants this or is even awake for it.