From the album Deep End
This is a song about someone who has already decided they need to leave but is staging a rescue plea to avoid taking responsibility for that choice. Tree begs to be saved while simultaneously declaring he's got to go, turning the friend he's losing into the reason he's leaving. The drowning metaphor does real work here: he is not asking for help staying afloat, he is asking someone to witness him going under.
Somebody save me / I'm drowning on the deep end / Would you please help me? / You're the friend that I'm losing
The friend is already past tense before the chorus ends. Tree frames this as 'I'm losing you' but the structure reveals he has made that decision himself. The rescue plea is performative, it arrives after he has already let go.
I've been thinking lately that I'm better off dead now / It's time that I get out, I gotta go
The self-harm declaration crashes directly into a travel itinerary. This is not suicidal ideation, it is departure phrased as erasure. He is already halfway out the door while begging someone to pull him back in.
Every day, I wonder if this is what you want / Wouldn't life be better if I was just gone?
He frames his exit as service, like he is doing the friend a favor by disappearing. This rewrites abandonment as sacrifice. The question is rhetorical, he has already answered it for both of them.
That's when I found out I don't wanna go home / With nowhere to go, so I'm hurting, I'm feeling alone
Home becomes the thing he is fleeing, not the destination he is being denied. The isolation he describes is something he is actively choosing while framing it as something being done to him. He is searching with nowhere to go because he refuses to stay anywhere.
The song ends where it started, rescue plea on repeat with no actual expectation of being saved. Tree has mistaken his own need to leave for proof that nobody wants him to stay. The friend he is losing might be surprised to learn they had already lost him before the song began.