From the album Hummer - Single
This is about the panic that sets in when happiness arrives and you realize you have no idea how to keep it. The narrator wakes up from some kind of emotional fog happier than ever, then immediately spirals into whether that happiness is real or sustainable, whether love even exists, and why feeling good makes them want to run.
In their eyes, I was alive, a fool's disguise / Take me away from you
The narrator only felt alive when performing for someone else's gaze. Now they want distance from that exact person, which means cutting themselves off from the only version of themselves that felt real.
When I woke up from that sleep / I was happier than I'd ever been
This reads like coming out of depression or emotional numbness. The happiness is real but unfamiliar enough to be terrifying, which is why the next line questions whether feeling okay is even safe.
Happiness will make you wonder / Will I feel okay? / It scares the disenchanted, far away
Peak happiness triggers immediate self-doubt, like the narrator doesn't trust their own nervous system. The real fear isn't sadness returning but not knowing if this good feeling counts as real or permanent.
Yeah, I want something new / But what am I supposed to do / About you? / Yeah, I love you / It's true
The narrator wants escape and connection at the exact same time, with no awareness these are contradictory. They don't seem to realize 'take me away from you' and 'I love you, it's true' can't both be the answer.
Ask yourself a question / Anyone but me, I ain't free / Do you feel / Love is real?
The question about love being real is actually aimed inward. The narrator is stuck because they can't reconcile loving someone with needing to run from them, so they ask the listener to confirm whether love exists as a way to avoid deciding for themselves.
The song ends on 'Do you feel love is real?' which sounds like it's addressed to the listener but is really the narrator asking themselves. They're stuck in a loop where happiness arrived, they don't know how to hold it, and they're trying to decide if running or staying will destroy it first. The question stays open because answering it would mean making a choice.