This is a self-sabotage instruction manual dressed up as a love song. The speaker builds an impossible moral hierarchy where creativity is holy, love requires surrender, and the other person gets blamed for failing tests they were never going to pass. It's not really about hating someone. It's about needing them to be bad so running away feels righteous.
Song is god / God is good / And you're fucking not
The speaker puts songwriting at the top of a three-tier holy order, which means the person they claim to hate is competing with an untouchable deity. It's a rigged game from the first line.
I'd love you if i was boring / I'd kiss your cheeks if you were nice to me
Every declaration of what could happen is conditional on the speaker becoming someone else or the other person meeting unstated requirements. Love only exists in a hypothetical where neither person is themselves.
I think it's beautiful to get wasted lately / I think her eyes are the innovation, Amen
The speaker finds beauty in getting drunk and calls someone's eyes 'innovation' with religious language, which undercuts the earlier claim that only god and song deserve worship. They are chasing what they say isn't worth it.
I can see you hiding in the billboards, Satan / Jump out at me, Make another play
After positioning the addressee as morally inferior to god, the speaker now begs Satan to engage. It flips the script. They don't actually want to escape. They want the chase.
You will change with the seasons / You will change like my outfits / You will move like the house did
The speaker finally admits the other person will never stay fixed, which might be what makes them impossible to love or the only reason they are worth wanting. The song never decides which.
The song ends listing what the speaker wants, love like a lover, fight like a hunter, and it sounds like desire until you realize none of it involves the other person staying still long enough to be known. The real fantasy is not love. It is wanting something that keeps moving so you never have to catch it.