From the album Gemini Rights
This is a breakup song where the narrator can't actually decide what they want. The fairy tale framing in the intro makes it clear this started as something perfect, but by the end, the speaker is screaming that they wish they'd never met this person , which is just another way of saying they can't let go. The wish for erasure is so extreme it proves the opposite: this person still owns all the space in their head.
I can't help but see your face / The look in your eye lets me know I'm mesmerized
He admits he's mesmerized in the same breath as wishing he'd never met them. The contradiction is right there on the surface , being mesmerized is not something you undo by wishing it away. The present tense 'lets me know' means the spell hasn't broken.
Can you come back? / You left me a mess since the day we kissed and said / 'Goodbye, just for now, you'll be back next Saturday'
The song never explains why Saturday didn't happen or what stopped the return. That missing information is the point , the speaker is stuck in the gap between 'just for now' and the present, replaying a promise that quietly expired without explanation.
I wish I never met you no more / I wish I never met you no more
The repetition here works like a mantra that doesn't take. Saying it five times in a row doesn't make it true , it makes it sound like he's trying to convince himself and failing. The more he says it, the less believable it gets.
The title names someone the speaker can't bring himself to say aloud in the lyrics. Amber exists as a ghost , in his head, in his mind , but never directly addressed. What sticks is the feeling of being trapped between wanting someone back and wanting to undo ever knowing them, which might be the same feeling.