From the album Foreign Tongues
This is a song about someone who claims he doesn't care anymore but can't stop asking for attention from the person destroying him. The repeated 'hit me in the head' is not a death wish. It's a demand to stay engaged, to feel something, even if it's violence. Indifference would mean silence, but he keeps calling her baby and begging her to finish what she started.
I don't care if I live or die / I don't care if I laugh or cry
He announces total apathy in identical structure, but the repetition betrays how much he does care. The claim of indifference is so rehearsed it sounds like he's trying to convince himself.
Baby, take a little chunk of my heart / One of these days gonna fall down dead
He calls her 'baby' while describing her eating him alive. That affectionate nickname next to 'chunk of my heart' reveals he's still trying to keep her close even as he describes the damage.
Wake up in the morning, and you wanna make me puke
The physical revulsion is aimed at her presence, but he's still waking up next to her. He hasn't left. The disgust doesn't trigger exit, it triggers complaint.
I feel like I'm hit by a London bus / And my nerves are shot, I'm all shook up
The violence he describes is impact trauma, something external and sudden. But the song never names what she actually did. He might be framing routine dysfunction as catastrophic injury to justify staying stuck.
And I go a lot quicker when I, go a lot quicker when I / Yeah, I'm gonna see red
The thought breaks apart mid-sentence and 'see red' slips in. He's not passively waiting to die. He's threatening his own explosion, using his potential violence as leverage to keep her attention.
The song ends with him still calling out to her, still asking to be hit. If he actually wanted out, he would have left by verse two. What he wants is for her to care enough to destroy him on purpose, because that would mean she's still paying attention. The violence is intimacy when you've run out of other ways to connect.