From the album Keep Me Fed
This is about wanting someone who gives just enough warmth to keep you hooked but not enough to actually help. The central image, an "automatic sun," nails it: mechanical heat without real light. She knows the relationship is wrecking her but can't leave because the pain itself has become the point.
I'm high on the freedom / But somehow, you still got me trapped
Freedom and trap exist at the same time here. The song starts by admitting the relationship makes no logical sense, which is more honest than trying to explain it away.
Try not to think about it too much / The way the weight of everything's just / An unavoidable headache
The advice to herself fails immediately. The headache is not from thinking too much, it is from the relationship itself, but she loops back to blaming her own overanalysis.
Burn in your automatic sun / Look what you're doing to me / Give me your psychosomatic love
Psychosomatic means the body creates real symptoms from mental stress. She is asking for love that hurts her on purpose, which reframes the whole dynamic. This is not accidental damage, it is the mechanism.
And if you crawl to me / Will you be my mirror, reflect what I need?
Crawl implies submission, but then she immediately asks him to show her what she needs, which means she still does not know. Even if he gives in, she is handing him the power to define her.
The way you hurt me is never enough / This addiction's hard to give up
Never enough could mean he does not hurt her badly enough to make her leave, or that the hurt itself is what she is chasing. Either reading makes this uglier than a standard breakup song.
The song ends with the same pleading it started with, which means nothing has shifted. She is still watching herself get wrecked in real time. The automatic sun keeps rising, and she keeps standing under it.