From the album Daughter from Hell
This is a gratitude song disguised as an apology, or maybe the other way around. She catalogs everything she wants to extract from her parent like shopping for parts, but frames it as love. The disconnect between calling herself a 'pill' and 'daughter from hell' while describing someone who fed her, held up the house, and lent her their life reveals she still sees herself primarily as a drain, which might be the real hell, not what she did, but what she still believes she is.
I was a pill, you swallowed me down / They say that I got your mouth
She introduces herself as medicine that had to be choked down, then immediately claims a genetic inheritance. The mouth she got is the same one that had to swallow her, she's both burden and continuation.
And I want your patience / I want your grace / I want your sugar
This reads like a shopping list, not admiration. She's itemizing traits she wants to possess, using 'I want' six times in ten lines. It's extraction framed as tribute.
The mantle of stones / Your rosemary cloud / You talk to the trees out loud
The parent carries weight ('mantle of stones') but also has this soft, aromatic presence ('rosemary cloud'). Talking to trees out loud could be wisdom or loneliness. She never says which.
And now I want your medal / I want your goodness / I want your current
'Medal' and 'current' are strange, specific wants, recognition for endurance and some kind of forward motion or electrical charge. She's asking for abstract qualities like they're objects that can be handed over.
Daughter from hell, but I came around / I'll try to become you now
'I came around' suggests she's reformed, but 'I'll try to become you' is future tense, she hasn't actually changed yet. The whole song might be the moment before transformation, not after.
The song ends with 'I'll try to become you now,' which is either the ultimate compliment or a failure to figure out who she is separately. She might be surprised to realize that wanting someone's patience, grace, sugar, medal, goodness, current, color, and mirror while still calling yourself their 'daughter from hell' means you haven't actually come around yet. You're still defining yourself by what you take.